This one feels really emotional for me.
I did not set out to create a Lilith oil.
I was house and horse, sitting on a beautiful piece of land, and over the course of a few days, nature just kept offering me gifts. Two barred owl feathers. A great horned owl feather. A red-tailed hawk feather. A woodpecker feather. A full, unbroken snakeskin as if the serpent effortlessly just slipped out of its old skin without any struggle. Ancient amber resin beneath the pine trees. Rain lillies that just seemed to fall from the stems as I walked by, like they were honoring me with their last breath. Even three whiskers that Gracie, the most human and structured cat I have ever met, naturally left for me.
At the time, I did not really know what it all meant. I just kept saying thank you and collecting each gift with so much gratitude while connecting to the nature spirits, the birds, serpent, and animals that led me to the gifts.
Then something in me shifted.
I hit a point where I realized I physically could not keep performing anymore.
I could not keep overriding what my body was telling me just to make other people comfortable, or even myself comfortable. I could not keep explaining myself, ignoring my intuition, or giving my energy to places that left me feeling drained.
It was not anger.
It was not bitterness.
It was just... done.
Not done with loving people.
Done abandoning myself.
Once I left and made it back home, Lilith spoke to me, and everything clicked. The offerings and the overwhelming exhaustion of preforming were all silent influences from the goddess. It was not until I was back home at my altar that I realized this. It was not about becoming hard or pushing people away. It was about remembering that my intuition does not need permission to matter.
That is how Venom & Nectar was born.
I created a spell jar with a ritual that charged the herbs and ingredients that would go into the oil during the Full Moon to anchor the intention of the oil, so every bottle carries the same prayer that was poured into it from the very beginning. The spell jar is an anchor of the intention so that as long as you hold the oil the power will stay magnified and sacred.
So many of the ingredients in this creation were naturally found or lovingly gifted. Every single one has a story. Every flower, resin, crystal, and botanical was chosen because it became part of this journey.
This is not an oil to close your heart.
It is an oil to protect the part of you that deserves to stay open.
May I become so rooted in my own truth that my heart opens without abandoning itself.
If this medicine is calling to you, I hope it reminds you that your intuition is sacred, your boundaries are loving, and your energy deserves to be poured into the people, places, and dreams that truly nourish you.
With love, Miranda Kay 🌹
This one feels really emotional for me.
I did not set out to create a Lilith oil.
I was house and horse, sitting on a beautiful piece of land, and over the course of a few days, nature just kept offering me gifts. Two barred owl feathers. A great horned owl feather. A red-tailed hawk feather. A woodpecker feather. A full, unbroken snakeskin as if the serpent effortlessly just slipped out of its old skin without any struggle. Ancient amber resin beneath the pine trees. Rain lillies that just seemed to fall from the stems as I walked by, like they were honoring me with their last breath. Even three whiskers that Gracie, the most human and structured cat I have ever met, naturally left for me.
At the time, I did not really know what it all meant. I just kept saying thank you and collecting each gift with so much gratitude while connecting to the nature spirits, the birds, serpent, and animals that led me to the gifts.
Then something in me shifted.
I hit a point where I realized I physically could not keep performing anymore.
I could not keep overriding what my body was telling me just to make other people comfortable, or even myself comfortable. I could not keep explaining myself, ignoring my intuition, or giving my energy to places that left me feeling drained.
It was not anger.
It was not bitterness.
It was just... done.
Not done with loving people.
Done abandoning myself.
Once I left and made it back home, Lilith spoke to me, and everything clicked. The offerings and the overwhelming exhaustion of preforming were all silent influences from the goddess. It was not until I was back home at my altar that I realized this. It was not about becoming hard or pushing people away. It was about remembering that my intuition does not need permission to matter.
That is how Venom & Nectar was born.
I created a spell jar with a ritual that charged the herbs and ingredients that would go into the oil during the Full Moon to anchor the intention of the oil, so every bottle carries the same prayer that was poured into it from the very beginning. The spell jar is an anchor of the intention so that as long as you hold the oil the power will stay magnified and sacred.
So many of the ingredients in this creation were naturally found or lovingly gifted. Every single one has a story. Every flower, resin, crystal, and botanical was chosen because it became part of this journey.
This is not an oil to close your heart.
It is an oil to protect the part of you that deserves to stay open.
May I become so rooted in my own truth that my heart opens without abandoning itself.
If this medicine is calling to you, I hope it reminds you that your intuition is sacred, your boundaries are loving, and your energy deserves to be poured into the people, places, and dreams that truly nourish you.
With love, Miranda Kay 🌹
